oh yes, i do realise. that's why i've kept saying how i was sailing through it, becasue i see people every three weeks who very obviously aren't sailing through.

anyway, i'll be fine, and i've escaped this one without too much damage either, i just seem to have the fates on my side.

it's made me very very grateful for my state of health, if that doesn't sound like a bloody stupid thing to say in my situation, but i think you know what it mean!