if you see my sanity, wish it well

oh god what an evening. two boys are in bed, and it might even be for the night, but I doubt it. thank god i've only got to do this for 2 nights. how i'm supposed to manage for 4 weeks, I have no idea.
one is clinging to my knees all the time, when he's not stuffng his face, that is, and I can trap him in his highchair. the other spends his time thinking up new and interesting (to him) ways to be cheeky. but since he's only 4 (!) he doesn't know when it slips over the line from cheeky to FUCKING ANNOYING.
i have a helluva cold, a sore throat, and have resorted to the curative powers of wine and chocolate to get me through the rest of the evening. better not knit anything, I don't think I can be trusted with the needles. best restrict myself to crochet hooks only.
or better yet, I think I'll just go to bed.
fuck I'm tired.