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mood swings
Sep. 30th, 2007 08:05 pmit's amazing how quickly my mood can sink at the moment. when i'm talking to someone about it, I can actually be quite cheerful, you know, it's not going to kill me, i'm really quite lucky it was caught this early. I expect the hospital food will be awful.
then later i just sink. way way down. and it's hard to get back up.
poor bill and the boys.
thomas told the neighbour that i was going into hospital so bill who was out with him had to explain. i was going to tell them of course, but sods law when we usually see them over the fence every other day, i hadn't seen them to speak to in a couple of weeks. odd.
i decided that i should go back on the prescription anti inflammatories instead of the ones that are over the counter in the US and prescription here.... but i feel awful on them so to hell with it, if the hospital doesn't like it they can prescribe me some. i'll take what i want. i think i have to hand over all my medication when i get there.
the consensus is that i will be given something to help me sleep the night before surgery.
i'm up to 3 herbal nytols at the moment, it's only supposed to be two, but i figure that's the dose for age 12 and up and i'm rather more substantial than the average 12 year old. and i need to sleep. there's only so many nights i want to go downstairs and knit on the sofa. and besides, it's too bloody cold to be out of bed at 3am right now.
then later i just sink. way way down. and it's hard to get back up.
poor bill and the boys.
thomas told the neighbour that i was going into hospital so bill who was out with him had to explain. i was going to tell them of course, but sods law when we usually see them over the fence every other day, i hadn't seen them to speak to in a couple of weeks. odd.
i decided that i should go back on the prescription anti inflammatories instead of the ones that are over the counter in the US and prescription here.... but i feel awful on them so to hell with it, if the hospital doesn't like it they can prescribe me some. i'll take what i want. i think i have to hand over all my medication when i get there.
the consensus is that i will be given something to help me sleep the night before surgery.
i'm up to 3 herbal nytols at the moment, it's only supposed to be two, but i figure that's the dose for age 12 and up and i'm rather more substantial than the average 12 year old. and i need to sleep. there's only so many nights i want to go downstairs and knit on the sofa. and besides, it's too bloody cold to be out of bed at 3am right now.
